January 20th, 2010 | 
Author: I’ve been out of work for the about a year now and I recently got a part time job in November at Apple. I had hopes for that job and I still do. The only problem is they’ve cut my hours from 30-40 per week during the holiday shopping mayhem to 10 hours a week. I cannot live on 10 hours a week. My bills will not get paid. Although I am thankful, now I have to find an additonal job. With any luck within a year I will be full time making a decent amount.
It is difficult to feel comfortable making this kind of money. It is a direct assault against my significance and certainty. It’s hard to cope. Thank God I have the UPW in March to attend. I am confident I can work out my issues there. In addition, the Oneness Weekend is coming up in February as well. This will be a wonderful opportunity to help tune myself in. Events like these help keep me focused and broaden my understanding in general.
I also began going back to Dr. Fred. which is long overdue therapy. It was wonderful to be on his table again.
Right now I am taking an NLP Practitioner course with Joel Elfman which I am very excited about. Taking these kind of courses and increasing my knowledge and skills is something I love to do. With any luck I will find work in this field somewhere through meeting other practitioners. This will inevitably lead to me doing my own workshops which is something I cannot wait to do! I know Judi does this and makes a wonderful living.
Hopefully my internet marketing will look up soon. I feel myself getting closer as we speak. It is only a matter of timeI find the right service or product that will generate consistent income.
The investment group with James is still on. We are just reorganizing and putting together a solid plan of action. That is certain to become one of my most lucrative endevears yet.
I also would like to take a photoreading course when I get some more time and money. Mastering that skill would enable me to go back to traditional college and accelerate my learning much easier. I’d love to be able to say I read 100 books in year!
As you see I have a lot of goals and plans underway and in process. The most difficult aspect of this is dealing with time and money. I need more money coming in than going out and right now this is not the case. I am optimistic things will turn around in due time.
That is all. Until next time.
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